FenniMin

I don't even recognize deviantart much anymore and the front page kinda looks tacky. But I still check here expecting something exciting and new kinda like the way one repeatedly checks the fridge expecting more food I feel sad again though, this place used to have more meaning to me. I'm feeling half feelings of "good riddance", but I also made many good friends here. So many other well-known artists have grown from here too. The artist interviews that have happened during dA's peak before its fall was so handy to read. Tutorials here mattered so much and was revolutionary at the time lol. Newsletters involving artists helping out the

just me wondering who's here and who's not here anymore as usual, haha

I didn't get to reply to everyone from that last post (because whenever I tried to type out an equally long response, my browser keeps refreshing all of my tabs, losing everything I've written in the process so I gave up OTL) but I'm really grateful for ALL of the comments, they really helped to get my confused emotions about it together. Honest to goodness I didn't mean to publish that post at all, I thought that I have saved it into drafts haha. But I'm also really relieved to get it out of my system - not what's actually been bothering me as of late, but at least getting my feelings about anxiety out there. It was a lot more therapeutic th